March 8th, GANG BANG!!

Nick and I decided to go out one last time before our lives became crazy hectic with work, travel and just life in general.  Our schedule was pretty full for the next few weeks and since last weekend went so well we wanted to keep the positive non-monogamous momentum and heated sexual energy going.  We rounded up the babysitter and headed off to the Swingers Club in the next state over for Gang Bang Night. Now, I had been to Gang Bang Night before and was fairly underwhelmed, but tonight was a whole different story altogether!

Ellen Pre-Gang Bang

As we were checking into the Club with our valid government issued photos IDs to prove we are real people, Ron and Nora arrived with Madeline.  I was hoping we would run into them at the Club and I was eagerly anticipating a wild and crazy sexy night.  The ambient energy was already ramped up and we were just walking in the door.  I was feeling sexy and desirable in my hot vegan leather dress with fishnet wrist gloves and fuck me boots – all black. I felt a sexual wantonness that was palpable. Once inside the club the erotic vibes and lusty people were everywhere.  Everyone we encountered was animated, excited and radiating lascivious energy. Ron and Nora introduced us to a couple, Kyle and Sabrina, who were already in a playroom and were only marginally dressed.  But, what better way to meet people than in the near-buff?  I was thrilled to meet Kyle and Sabrina as they were the delectable couple that I had seen during our Club visit back in January and it now turns out that we have common extracurricular pleasures beyond fucking!  I was interested in playing with them back in January, especially after I saw the freshly fucked, lustful look on Sabrina’s face when she stepped out of the playroom. I anticipate lots of future fun with these two hotties both in and out of the Swinging environment.  And a super big thank you to Ron and Nora for introducing us!

 Nick and I were standing upstairs watching the club fill with sexy people.  As usual, Ron and Nora saw lots of friends they knew from previous playful nights.  Early on it seemed that the stars had aligned for a great sex filled evening.  Everyone was radiating salacious intent and couples were giving off sensual waves of desire combined with a tangible frenetic energy.  Nora was visibly excited to see Maarten who was a former local fuck buddy visiting from another state.  Ron and Nora both shared with me more than once during the evening that Maarten was lots of fun and worth a good fuck.  Meanwhile we were peering through a glass wall into the room referred to as the ‘fishbowl’ watching a sexy petite brunette woman with sizeable breasts enthusiastically accommodate a variety of men.  Her positions were flowing and shifting but she always maintained a hard cock in her wet pussy and another cock in her mouth – this cock changed often as the players shifted in and out of the scene.  I wondered how many cocks she sucked during this play episode or if she even knew that the cocks were coming and going.  There were others waiting in the wings and she often had another cock in her hand.  It was enjoyable to watch them fucking and rotating positions around her until her partner dismissed the other men and fucked her one final time for himself.

The erotic sights and sounds combined with my close proximity to Ron were affecting me in the usual way...I felt my respiration increasing, my hands twitched with desire to reach out and touch him and my pussy began to ache with hunger as it grew moist.  I wanted to fuck! And soon!! My hands started to wander and touch sharing the desire and urgency that I was feeling.  Ron and I started to kiss.  The next thing I know, I turned around to reconnect with Nick and discovered him full on kissing Nora.  I was shocked!  I did not expect for Nick to jump in feet first and go for it.  Nora responded to Nick eagerly. And before I knew it, Nick, Nora and Madeline headed into the freshly vacated ‘fishbowl’ to play!  Wow, Nick took the lead and was clearly motivated.  I leaned on the doorframe of the room and watched as my husband began eating Nora’s pussy while Ron went for some towels. When Ron returned, I removed my black knee-high boots, unzipped my vegan leather dress, and slipped out of my attire.  I had opted to go commando (which I had not done for about 20 years) that evening and was completely nude with the exception of my fingerless, fishnet gloves on both hands and forearms.  Ron and I hastily joined in the fun and there were five of us on the bed – segregated so that Ron and I were on one side and Nick was fucking with the Nora and Madeline on the other side.  The curtains were intentionally left open so that anyone who wished could voyeuristically enjoy our fucking. Likewise, the door to the playroom was left wide open – an explicit invitation for others to join the fun…after all, it was Gang Bang Night!  A month or so earlier, Nick had explicitly asked me not to engage in a Gang Bang without him being present.  And here he was, so ANYTHING could happen now!

Ron took my G-Spot from zero to phenomenal climax with lightening speed - a talent uniquely his.  While my carnal hunger was being enthusiastically fed, unbeknownst to me, anonymous men gathered around the bed in the room watching and masturbating. Ron paused to tell me that these men were waiting and wanting to know if they could touch me.   When I opened my eyes and looked up I was stunned to see several men stroking their hard cocks watching, waiting lustfully. Was it ok if they touched me? “Yes, they can touch me,” I said breathlessly.  I was sexually charged not only by Ron’s magic fingers and glorious cock, but also by the exhibitionist nature of our play.  I was wide open for all to see (the window was full of faces peering in – mostly men but also women - and the room was crowded with men) and now for all to touch.  Before I knew it several men had their hands on my body.  Their physical and sexual presence escalated so quickly that I cannot recount it all in detail.  I was tremendously overwhelmed by touch, smell, sound and the sheer magnitude of sensation that I was exclusively focused on my own sensations. I do not know what Nick was doing on the other side of the bed with Nora and Madeline while I was succumbing to carnal euphoria.  But, I do recall Nick unwaveringly informing would be playmates that only those in the nude could join us in our fuck fest. Very shortly after giving permission to touch I gave permission for these strange men to fuck me.  I was on my back with cocks in both hands – though not in my mouth as I deferred from sucking on unknown cocks – my legs in the air and a cock in my cunt. As the dynamics changed from Ron fucking me to the multitudes I leaned up and asked Ron to stay with me and ensure that all the men who fucked me wore condoms.  I trusted that Ron would not leave me and would ensure my safety.  There were mysterious hands on my breasts and other parts of my body.  I was literally surrounded by nameless men and cocks and exploring hands.  My wide open pussy was pumped hard by many different cocks, with the men switching in and out at will and thrusting forcefully into my welcoming cunt.  The post-Gang Bang consensus was that six different men fucked me but I do not know for sure.  I could not keep track of the overpowering sensations and the assortment of cocks, sizes, thrusting techniques and rhythms.  At some point – just before cock number six - Nick joined me at my head and watched as the last man fucked me.  I felt thoroughly overpowered by the incredible overload of physical sensation and declared a stop to all activity and remarkably quickly, the room cleared.  I think this was when Nick went down on me to taste my thoroughly fucked pussy.

While I was utterly self-absorbed in my own Gang Bang extravaganza, Nick was fucking, licking, nibbling, sucking or being sucked by Nora and/or Madeline.  But honestly I do not know what exactly was taking place on the other side of the bed and am eager to read about it on Nick’s blog.  I know that there were other men involved with Nora and Madeline.  But selfishly, I was only able to focus on my own wild sexy ride.

Snippets of events during the Gang Bang stand out in my memory.  I remember that men were trying to find their respective cock’s way into my mouth but that I declined repeatedly.  Some men were more insistent than others, rubbing their cocks on my face and lingering near my lips just in case an opportunity to get sucked arose.  My hands stroking their cocks were simply not satisfactory for them.  While I thought it could have been fun to suck their cocks, I declined for several reasons.  First, I did not want to feel out of control and have someone thrust his cock down my throat; secondly, I also have no desire whatsoever to have anyone ejaculate on my face or in my mouth…and that includes drippy precum (despite the lauded health benefits of ejaculatory fluids for one’s complexion and as an antidepressant); and finally, I was wholly uncomfortable with the idea of sucking anonymous cocks!  After all, I do not know where they have been or how clean they were….I’ve been reading too much about HPV of the throat or oral gonorrhea.  That does no doubt raise the question of how I could let the same cocks into my pussy without reservation….ah, the double standards we live by.  But, in my defense, the cocks entering my body were condom clad. Plus, for me, giving oral sex is a more intimate sexual activity than fucking.

At one point I suddenly felt someone thrusting a finger rhythmically in and out of my ass. His action was unwelcome and he had not asked permission – a violation of basic Club rules.  Now, anal play is something that I have engaged in and very much enjoyed in the past with a very select few trusted partners.  However, it is not something that I welcome in the Club environment with strangers whether it be a little finger up the ass or a cock, and certainly never without permission. One of my wildest fantasies involves multiple men in multiple orifices in a male dominated Gang Bang scenario. But that is a fantasy that is not yet ripe…and may never be.  I reached down and placed my hand on his and shook my head slightly.  He got the message and removed his finger from my anus immediately.

One additional powerful memory was olfactory. Two men were sharing more body odor that I wished to partake of.  In both instances the men were by my head and as they reached across me I got a whiff of a malodorous scent wafting from under their arms.  I wish I could call it masculine and musky but frankly, it was a bit repulsive and just smelled like they needed a good shower and a stronger deodorant.  And this links back to my previous comment on cleanliness and blowjobs.  Soooo, for the next Gang Bang I will have to take a stronger proactive stance on distinctive unsexy body odor.

The Gang Bang was phenomenally exciting, an absolute blast, an erotic fantasy come true, but extraordinarily intense.  I needed a serious break to retreat and regroup.  After slipping on my dress and boots I left the room to try to find a bit of space – mental if not physical, as the Club was rockin’ with loud music and full of people.   I was standing next to the water cooler when an attractive younger man appeared next to me and said, “You were incredible in there.”   I was taken by surprise because I was seeking solitude and anonymity - in my head at least – but obviously I was delusional to think I could find mental seclusion in a crowed Club having just fucked a variety of men that were surely standing in the vicinity – never mind the people who had watched me fuck these men!  Unfortunately, I was utterly unable to engage with him at all as I was too deep in my own mind at that moment and was feeling more vulnerable than I had expected.  I was able to thank him for his comment and moved away without delay.  I went directly to Nick, my home base…though I watched the other guy over Nick’s shoulder.  I think it was David whom I met on my last visit to the Club…but can’t be sure.  I was too overwhelmed to be able to focus my energy anywhere but on my own equilibrium.  I was probably rude, but my reaction was without mal intent.

Nick and I stood by the fishbowl window as Ron, Nora and Madeline wrapped up their sexploits in the playroom.  Ron suggested we head downstairs for a group shower, which sounded like a spectacular idea following such a frenzied copulatory experience.  In the large multi-head shower we were all soaping up, rinsing off, and sliding our hands up and down each other’s exposed flesh.  Everything and everyone was warm and slippery and enjoyable.  This was my debut shower with a collection of naked bodies – two men and three women.  As we washed away the physical and emotional (for me) residue of our earlier sexual encounters, my husband commanded me to bend over…which was not his usual communicative style.  I complied and he fucked my pussy from behind as the warm water cascaded down on my bare back while the other three watched – I was holding onto Ron to keep my balance (which often eludes me after intense sex) – I may have sucked on Ron’s cock at this point as well.  I have a memory of being fucked while sucking on a cock, but cannot place it in the night and know the options were few since Ron and Nick were the only cocks that I would orally entertain on this particular night.  After substantial pleasurable thrusting, Nick pulled out and Madeline said, “That was beautiful.”

After dressing we sought nourishment – well most folks did, I can never eat on these sex intensive nights! We all sat together in a booth in the traditional MFM, or FMF fashion. I was sandwiched between Ron and Maarten, who I was reasonably confident, was one of the men I fucked during the Gang Bang.   Both Ron and Maarten were stroking my thighs.  Ron’s hand drifting ever closer to my pussy while Maarten’s hand was resting high on my thigh just under the edge of my skirt.  I did not encourage Maarten but had Ron whispering in my ear again just how much fun Maarten can be to fuck.  My hand was alternately on Ron’s thigh or cock.  Meanwhile Nick was between Nora and Madeline.  At various times I could see the ladies touching Nick and his hands between their legs. Everyone was having fun teasing and tantalizing one another and before I knew it the six of us were headed to the more remote of the downstairs back playrooms for another round of amazing sex!

The atmosphere of the secluded, aurally muted play space and our aroused moods made for some excellent slow erotic play.  The fucking was still fucking, but the flow in and out of erotic moments and rotation of partners was soothing and relaxing.  I felt like I was in a cosmic time warp, everything felt to me as if moments had slowed down and were being stretched.  We had all had some great sex earlier during the Gang Bang and it had served to make me exceptionally receptive to more erotic touch.  I existed on the edge of ecstasy for what seemed like hours.  Fucking, sucking, fingering just made me climax over and over again.  Just as I would start to settle and feel like slipping off into dreamland, either Ron or Maarten would begin touching me again and I would begin to climax anew.  At one point I had to leave to use the ladies – which only requires one to wear shoes….but I put on my dress as well…I am still not up to strutting through the Club in the nude!  When I returned to the play space I was not eager to jump back onto the bed.  I stretched and watched the continued tender, almost intimate, languid erotic play of the three men and two women.  Ron joined me in my position at the foot of the bed and began ardently kissing me, and the next thing I knew his fingers were on my G-Spot and I was squirting while standing.  Once again he took me from zero to climax in mere moments.  More fucking on the bed, more G-Spot climaxes and more squirting followed, all of which at some point or another, were induced by each of the three men, Nick included. I left a huge wet spot on the bed, which always surprises me since I do not yet have any control over squirting.  I do not know when I will squirt.  It always sneaks up on me.  

I felt thoroughly and gratifyingly fucked by the end of the night having been well and truly fucked and fingered by Ron and Maarten in addition to the earlier Gang Bang extravaganza. Maarten was a unexpectedly good fuck – which I would never have guessed based on appearances or hardware, though I had been told repeatedly by Ron and Nora - and he was able to make me climax repeatedly while fucking me hard.  He enticed my cunt to squeeze and grab his cock enthusiastically begging for more pleasure…and this was at the end of a long successful night of fucking! My pussy just seemed insatiable! Ron and Maarten were alternately able to just keep ramping me up and making me come all over again. I was at their mercy and my orgasmic desire was exponential.

Later back at the hotel, Nick referred to me as the ‘Energizer Bunny’. He said it was amazing because I could just keep going and going with no end in sight.  This sexual orgasmic potential is an amazing part of being a woman!  I just wish Nick and I had taken the non-monogamous path from the beginning. 

March 2nd, Glow Night: Our First Full Swap

Nick and I were looking forward to Glow Night.  Nick had been away and our newfound non-monogamy had proved to be particularly challenging the past month or so.  Nick was feeling very ‘left out’ of everything and was not secure at all.  Glow Night was a chance for us to go out and play together and an opportunity for Nick to get a first hand look at what I actually do at the Clubs rather than rely on his exceptionally exuberant imagination, despite the fact that this was Nick’s third visit to this particular Club with me.  Each time got easier for us as a couple to engage in the Lifestyle. But after I went to the Club alone in January he pretty much flipped out and we have been walking on eggshells ever since…despite my recent fully endorsed sexy weekend adventures.  Glow Night was eagerly anticipated by both of us. 

We arrived to a bustling Club.  Everyone was busy getting into his or her sexy and decidedly skimpy Glow Night apparel for what would be an absolutely invigorating sexy evening.  Dressed in my very holey, barely there, neon pink black-light reflective outfit, we made our way downstairs for bawdy black-light reflective body painting.  It was entertaining and oddly exhilarating to have a woman paint our bodies with interesting words, symbols and arrows - all sexually implicit or even explicit and often overtly directive.  Everyone was excited, showing off their naughty body painting and women were strutting their sleazy see-through fishnet dresses.

Surprisingly, Kelly had invited us to share her party table.  I say surprisingly, because the last time Nick and I were out together, Kelly was decidedly chilly toward my husband and I (especially after we took Ron to the play room early in the night) and I assumed that she did not wish to be social with us.  And, I was probably right as it turned out!  Roger was present and the last time I saw Kelly and Roger together she was intensely focused on Roger to the exclusion of everyone else so I incorrectly assumed that this night would again be Roger-centric. Nick and I enjoyed meeting new people and chatting.  Nick got to chat with young, petite beautiful blond Lisa who was interestingly seated next to Roger (this should have been a clue for me…Roger was not next to Kelly).  I chatted with smiling, warm, enthusiastically gregarious Madeline who was a friend of Ron and Nora.  There was another couple at the table, Steve and Jane, who seemed to be friends with Kelly. We all chatted with our table neighbors, danced and had a grand old time.  It was about the most fun I have had while at a dinner at the club, a perfectly delightful social time for both Nick and myself. 

Interestingly, however, everything seemed calculated to keep Ron and I away from each other.  And despite being invited to share the table, Kelly had virtually ignored my husband – to the point of being noticed by other tablemates – and only minimally acknowledged me.  I found all this to be most peculiar.  I knew from meeting with her outside the Club, that she did not think that Ron and I should be together at all while Nick was around...however, Nick and I had a very different opinion on the matter.  I tried to be aware of Kelly’s sensitivities and avoided Roger, of whom she was aggressively protective of the last time I saw them out together, and Lisa whom she dotes on; and I even kept my distance from Ron a bit in case she wanted him.  I was really trying to keep the peace. 

The music was superb and perfect for sexy body-writhing exuberant dancing. The dance floor was rockin’ with an array of unbelievably sexy, sensuous men and women – all ages, body types and builds were strutting their stuff.  The black light, the provocative attire and the generally flirtatious mood of the participants gave a wild and sex-laden air of expectation to the evening.  The club owner had the delight of body painting a stunning young nude woman while we all cheered him on.   She was delectably inviting and any one of us would love to have been in his shoes…even those of us that are still self-identifying as bi-curious.  There was a magnificent, freshly designed and constructed cage in the middle of the dance floor. It was substantially larger that the cage at the other Swingers Club we sometimes visit.  This cage allowed for groups of people to be inside as well as plenty of space for steamy, titillating dancing on the external cage bars with ample opportunities for on-lookers to touch and taste.  I watched as women dangled on the external bars while their partners and/or other consensual partiers ate their pussies.  At one point Nick was up in the cage dancing like a wild man in nothing more than his glowing white sexy undies with a lace up front enclosure that we picked up at the naughty lingerie store earlier in the week.  I danced and danced and danced. Somewhere during all this my shiny, silver star pasties were ripped off my nipples (by Ron and Madeline, I think) and my pink lacey panties were removed. I remember having a very sexy dance with an attractive petite busty woman who had been watching me.  It was exhilarating on the dance floor with our hands roaming freely over each other’s bodies.  My unrelentingly holey skintight dress left absolutely nothing to the imagination with my hard nipples popping through the holes and no panties underneath.  Adding wandering hands all over my body while wearing a virtual non-dress made for a steamy, lustful, sexually hungry Ellen.

We all danced and chatted and had a fantastic time until sometime after 10pm.  At that point, none of the ladies (at least 4) that I knew wanted to fuck Ron had made a move….and it was pretty late for Ron not to be fucking away already!  And I knew that Nick wanted to watch Ron fuck me again. So, I went to chat with Nora.  I shared my observations with her – 1) the evening appeared calculated to keep Ron and I away from each other, and 2) that despite the perception of hospitality my husband was being blatantly ignored.  Nora confirmed my observations and said that, in fact, Ron had been explicitly instructed to stay completely away from me.  This was just not okay.  Nick and I are mature adults and free to make our own decisions about whether, when, how and with whom we play. Likewise, Ron and Nora - as mature adults - can make their own choices about whether they wish to engage with us or not.  As difficult as this journey into non-monogamy has been at times, Nick and I do know our own needs and limits better than anyone else.  So I asked Nick how he wanted to proceed with Ron. He enthusiastically and immediately asked Ron if he wanted to go up and fuck me while Nick watched. Not surprisingly, Ron said yes!

What I apparently did not know was that Kelly had been sucking Ron’s cock on the dance floor earlier in the evening and at one point gave him a blowjob at the dinner table.  Presumably these are signs that I might have picked up on and assumed she wanted to fuck him.  But honestly with Roger at the table it was all very confusing! And beside, the last time I saw her she was dancing on the perimeter of the cage with Roger between her thighs! Our taking Ron up to the play area to fuck really pissed off Kelly.  I had managed to do it again.  But to be honest, this time I was a bit pissed off myself.

The night at the Club was long and the opportunities for great sex abounded.  I just opted to take my turn at the front of a long line of women that Ron would enjoy during the night.   We all headed to my favorite froggie chair.  The play area was unusually vacant – the dance party was superb and a lot of people had not yet filtered up to the play area.  However, there was a couple already engaged on the bed next to the froggie chair.  I think they must have been hoping for a bit of solitude (really not a prominent feature on offer in the play space of an adult social club!) because they rapidly took their leave after I climbed up onto the chair for a much anticipated fuck by Ron.  My expectation of what was to come had been building all week since my last fuck with Ron and that intoxicating anticipatory buildup led to a magnificent libidinous explosion of pleasure. My pussy eagerly accepted Ron’s cock and enjoyed the thunderous orgasms that our combined chemistry regularly generates.  The G-Spot climaxes his fingers created were all-encompassing and radiated through out my body.  It was an utterly blissfully full body orgasmic fuck.  Nick was watching the entire time. 

None of the four of us had realized the extent to which taking the initiative on our lustful sexual impulses would evoke anger in Kelly.  She appeared livid and made her vehemence known.  I was truly sorry to have upset her so thoroughly, but this time I was also resentful.  We are all entitled to make our own choices in life.  And the night had only just begun - there was plenty of time for her (or anyone) to fuck Ron.

After some refreshments, Nick and I headed back into the play area to seek our next sexual adventure as a couple.   As we passed the mirror room we noticed Steve and Jane playing with Denise on one side of the bed and Mark and his wife, Beth, fucking on the other side.  Previously on the dance floor, Steve had made his concupiscent intentions explicitly known by his intense, repeated incursion upon my personal space, his wandering hands and gyrating pelvis…if he had not been fully clothed he would have been fucking me on the dance floor – it had been that evident.  His partner had merely observed from her seat at the table, she did not join him on the dance floor - I could not read her thoughts but she did not look comfortable in the heated sexual environment that this Club can exude.  Steve saw Nick and I at the entrance to the mirror room and enthusiastically waved me over.  I knew that Nick was hot for Beth and that he would enjoy playing adjacent to each other – Nick with Beth and me with Steve and Jane.  So we keenly joined the copulatory party. 

Nick asked Beth if he could taste her pussy; and with consent he greedily dove in. Steve was kissing and touching me avariciously and hastily moved down to eat my pussy, assuming implicit permission.  As I laid back and allowed my pussy to revel in the sensations of a new man hungrily partaking of my juicy cunt, I heard Mark tell Beth that she should ‘return the favor’ and suck my husband’s cock.  The next thing I knew, Mark presented his erect cock for me to suck on. I was lying back on the bed with Steve ravenously taking pleasure in my pussy with my head hanging back off the edge of the bed with Mark’s rather substantial cock thrusting into my mouth.  It was one of the few times since joining the Swingers Lifestyle that I felt on the edge of not being in control of a sexual situation.  I was only on the periphery of comfort with Mark’s throbbing big cock thrusting in and out of my mouth.  I have never succeeded in trying to deep throat and cannot imagine how women do it.  I felt vulnerable without having the upper hand on Mark’s cock – so to speak.  During all this time with two well endowed black men, one sucking/licking and nibbling on my cunt and the other’s cock pumping forcefully in and out of my mouth, I noticed that Jane was looking less than enthused.  Denise was playing with Jane, but Jane seemed much less excited than she had when Steve was fucking her before I joined the group.  With this realization (and a jaw that was feeling overly stretched by a big black cock), I excused myself and went to the ladies.  When I returned Steve called me over for more, but, simultaneously, Mark asked me to climb on top of his cock and ride him.  Nick was still with Beth and Mark was Beth’s partner so I weighed the options – Steve whose girlfriend was looking a little less than thrilled or Mark who was eagerly asking me to climb on top and who I knew to be a great fuck from the Christmas Party on December 1st.  You can guess whom I fucked next! 

While Nick and Beth fucked, Mark and I fucked near them on the bed.  It was the first time Nick and I experienced a full swap.  Mark swung me around and fucked me doggie style but tonight the rhythm was just not quite right to get me bucking and clamoring for more as Mark did the last time he fucked me.  I pulled away from Mark and he instructed Beth to go down on me.  Beth was eating my pussy while Mark fucked her from behind and Nick had his cock in my mouth.  While this should have been a crazy hot scene for me, tonight oddly, it was not.  As a result, after a few minutes of this MFFM fucking chain, all focus shifted back onto Beth.  I watched while my husband fucked Beth’s tight pussy from behind and Mark filled her mouth with his big black cock.  Back and forth like a seesaw I witnessed two cocks pumping in and out of her cunt and mouth rhythmically. My husband seemed to really enjoy fucking Beth’s taut little cunt and said so several times.  It was a unique experience watching Nick fuck another woman in such a raw and exposed manner. It was a huge success for Nick and I was happy for him and us.  It was Nick’s first wildly successful blowjob and fuck in the Lifestyle.

Unexpectedly, Ron and Nora ran into Rebecca and her husband whom they had not seen in quite a long while.  They were yet another couple that Ron and Nora introduced into the Lifestyle.  Ron was Rebecca’s first extra-marital fuck.  It was intriguing to talk with Rebecca and her husband.  Like me, it was her initiative to open their marriage and be non-monogamous.  I do not meet many women who led the way within their partnership into this sexually audacious and liberated world.  Usually it is at the man’s initiative.  A short while later Nick and I wandered around upstairs in the play area to discover Ron fucking Rebecca in a froggie chair while her husband watched from her side.  We watched while Ron fucked her pussy and she climaxed and then we watched some more as her husband came in after Ron and rammed his cock inside her welcoming cunt, as well. 

As Nick and I walked through the play area before turning in for the night, we heard Ron fucking Madeline and her delightful contented moans.  Ron was making his way through the line of ladies wanting to be serviced by his glorious cock, of which there were many on this night.  I smiled and was happy that I jumped the line to be the first fuck of the evening, even though that had really not been the major consideration at the time.  Truthfully, I had just been feeling randy as hell and wanted meet my crazy, escalating horny desires.

A bit later I saw Kelly and Ron on the stairs in a palpably intense verbal/emotional exchange and shortly thereafter they headed to the hot tub while Nick and I headed to bed.  I was glad that Ron and Kelly were connecting to smooth things over between them after the upset I had caused earlier in the night.  Meanwhile, Nick and I settled in for the night’s slumber in the play area.  But, alas, sleep was not in the making.  We dozed for a bit until we were firmly aroused by a raucously passionate sexual encounter on the froggie chair just around the corner.  Ron was pounding Kelly unremittingly and her exuberant, fervent, throaty moans and explicit exclamations reverberated throughout the play area for a considerable amount of time. 

As we continued to listen to Ron and Kelly fucking unrelentingly, a couple stealthily crept into the play area and settled onto a bed near Nick and I.  They affectionately prepared their play space laying a towel on the bed and began a provocative sexual exchange that was enthralling to witness. Their lovemaking was intoxicatingly beautiful and euphorically compelling….it was impossible to look away.   They were spinning an erotic energy that emanated from their beguiling coitus.  Her pleasure was evident in her rapturous gentle moans and whimpers, which were subtly laced with cries of ecstasy.  It was one of the most intense sexual exchanges that I have ever had the honor to behold. Needless to say, sleep was utterly unattainable between the wildly different auditory stimuli emanating from the two couples entangled in coitus.

The next morning Nick and I showered and headed to breakfast.  We had a delightful chat with Mark about nothing in particular until he shared with us that he was honored to have been a part of our first full swap.  Interesting that he would say or even know that bit of information….until I realized that I had passed Mark and Beth in the hot tub with Kelly earlier this morning when we left the play area.  And the knowledge transfer suddenly became transparent.

After a quick breakfast on the sofas with Ron, Nancy, Mark and Beth the latter couple retreated to the play area for another round of marital intimacy.  Shortly thereafter, Nick looked at me and said that I should go for it.  What???  I apparently was writhing in my seat with the obvious desire to fuck Ron one last time before heading home.  And it was evidently clear as day to everyone but me!  So with Nora’s blessing, Ron, Nick and I headed back up to the play area for one last fuck on the downstairs dungeon-esque froggie chair with faux leather covering, tucked in a corner nearest a fireplace and large screen continuous porn stream.  When we passed Mark and Beth fucking on the queen sized bed opposite the fireplace, they extended an invitation to join them in their revelry.  But we deferred to the adjacent froggie chair.  Nick watched as I sucked Ron’s cock while he fingered my G-Spot repeatedly to squirting climaxes.  Nick watched as Ron thrust his cock into my hungry cunt while the light from the small medieval window in a nearby door cast rays of morning light across my breasts.  I was unaware of the light but for the conversation it evoked between Nick and Ron about my breasts and the sensual patterns cast by the lights’ provocative rays shining through the window. Nick watched my obvious pleasure and stroked his cock.

When leaving the Club, I had a really warm and wholehearted hug goodbye from Nora, whom I have grown to like a great deal.  And vivacious Madeline gave me an enormous, affectionate hug goodbye….one that left me wondering where her sexual interests and preferences might rest.

As a result of spending Glow Night together as a couple, Nick and I both felt a more established level of comfort with the Swinging Lifestyle and Nick’s discomfort with the mystery of my autonomous sexual escapades seemed to ease somewhat.  The night was also the first time that I had the occasion to visually and aurally experience my husband fuck another woman.  I had been a bit anxious about what my response would be, though I did not think it would upset me. Others had told me that they found it very difficult to watch their husband’s take pleasure in the physical pleasures that other women offer.  My response was incredibly neutral.  I did not feel jealousy and I did not feel exuberant elation.  I was enormously pleased for Nick at his success and quasi-initiation. I do think that Nick might have been a bit disappointed that I did not react more strongly in either a jealous or compersive way, but then again, it is hard to complain when one’s wife is happy for you when you fuck another woman.

January 11th, Ellen’s Pavlovian Response

Our family took a getaway weekend to a nearby city where I have been to a hot and rockin’ swingers club several times.  I thought nothing of it…we would just have a nice family weekend and nothing more.  Maybe Nick and I would try to go to the club or maybe not. Nick had not yet been to this particular club and I had, so he was curious, but I did not feel like it held much attraction for me this weekend. Either way was fine….or so I thought.   As we drove toward the city I felt something awaken within me.  My respiration began to increase, becoming shallower as we neared the city.  I began fidgeting and feeling like I was about to crawl out of my skin.  It felt as if a creature inside was breathing deeply and snorting heatedly in extreme anticipation, butterflies began to flutter rapidly within, heat swelling inside me, desire and lust inexplicably building.  I could hardly contain myself in the front passenger seat as Nick drove and the children played in the backseat.  I was stunned by how strongly my desire unpredictably exposed itself.  I had no idea that I wanted to fuck so badly.  I thought that I had set aside the idea of a wild sex weekend.  Suddenly I found myself on the dangerous precipice of extreme sexual anticipation yet with a strong sense inhibition, reservation and relationship preservation for the rest of the weekend.  My reptilian being within was held at bay by the overwhelming essential desire to go slow and be slow with Nick on this weekend. 

We actually did go to the club and had a fun time being voyeurs and doing some light petting.  I only saw one couple when we first arrived that I thought was hot and would probably be dynamite to fuck. (They seemed to be regulars, so I sure hope our paths cross again!)  But, I felt that Nick and I were better off not engaging in something so heated that night.  For this visit, I was trying to put the brakes on a high-speed sex train and slow things down a bit to give Nick a chance to catch up. So, it was probably a good thing that I did not notice Ron and Nora were there as well (but Nick saw them and did not mention it to me for 2 days?!) or our nice quiet, supportive, take is slow night may have gone to hell in a hand basket!  You know what happens when Ron is around!

December 31st, New Year’s Eve with Nick

After Nick and I both went solo at the Swingers Club for an evening earlier in the week, we joined forces and enjoyed the club together as a couple for New Year’s Eve. This was our second visit to an adult social together and expectations were running high.  Nick felt like he really missed out by not being present when I squirted for the first time two days earlier and he wanted to get together with Ron for a ‘G-Spot/squirting lesson.’  The prospect of being the center of attention between my husband and Ron for a tutorial on how to give me a G-Spot orgasm and make me squirt was freaking me out!

Nick & Ellen

We arrived at the club around 6pm or so and got ourselves settled and ready for the evening.  I love dressing for the evening while at the club.  These days, I am gravitating toward sexy little dresses that are just not family friendly nor particularly street appropriate. On New Year’s Eve I was feeling bold!  I wore a fabulously hot, exceedingly short flowy, open-backed gold sequined dress, which was not technically a dress but actually lingerie purchased from Victoria’s Secret (the scandalized Victoria Secret sales women said that some girls were actually planning to wear the lingerie as a dress, GASP! – I did not have the heart to tell her that was exactly my plan as well.).  I also wore tasty pheromone-laden golden dust on all over my body so I literally shimmered.  Nick was enthralled and excited to see me in something so sexy and, unlike in years past, have the confidence to carry it off.  Over the past several months I learned that dressing provacatively is FUN in the extreme.  It is tantalizing, titillating and just plain exhilarating.  Being bold illicits boldness and makes for a flirty, sensual lead up to great sex.  Nick looked sexy in his black tux….the very same one that we married in 18 years earlier.

We enjoyed dinner with Kelly and Roger as well as another couple - an attractive tall blond woman who has been coming to the club off and on for years and her sexy newish partner, Tom, who had only been to the club a few times.  They were fun conversationalists, especially Tom who led an animated discussion on the value of daily masturbation.  There was a spark in Tom’s eye that interested me in a heated, mischievous sort of way.  I thought they might be a fun couple to swap with if Nick was interested.  After dinner Nick took the initiative and asked them if they would like to play with us and they enthusiastically said yes!  Tom was hot and looked like he would be a good fuck so I was eager in anticipation, while being a bit anxious about engaging in sex with another couple together with Nick since we had not yet played with others as a couple yet.

After dinner we danced but I told Nick that I wanted just free dancing and not a lot of hands on.  I am not big on being attached on the dance floor.  But….while dancing Ron came up behind me, grabbed my hips and gyrated and rubbed up against my barely covered ass, which I could not help but respond to – I always respond to Ron…the chemical cocktail he exudes I simply cannot ignore.  Nick was in front of me dancing and moved in for more explicit, naughty dancing as soon as he saw Ron thrusting behind me.  Both men enjoyed sandwiching me between them; hands on my thinly clad body and on my nearly naked backside and hips.   Suddenly they both slid off my pink lacey panties over my hips and down my legs while others on the dance floor and at the dinner tables looked on and cheered.  I think Nick even flung my panties around over his head.  Both Ron and Nick were having fun….as was I, but I could not help but blush.  The panties stayed off the rest of the night.  My dress was so short that leaning over slightly left me exposed…never mind walking up the stairs!  My pussy was ready for the taking.

Suddenly without warning, Nick asked Ron if he would join us in the play area and show him how to find my G-Spot and how to make me squirt.  It was early in the evening and the dancing had just begun.  I was a bit taken aback by how quickly Nick had moved.  Unfortunately, this put the other couple that Nick had approached on the sidelines.  I saw them dancing and told Tom that we wanted to play with them later but that we had something we needed to take care of.  Ron, Nora, Nick and I trekked upstairs to change into bedroom attire and move into the play area.  I did not change since my dress was lingerie in the first place and was only held up by a single hook and eye closure.  Nick wrapped a sarong around his waist and we were ready.

In the play area we headed toward my favorite froggie chair in the glowing psychedelic room.  There was no one else in the play area yet so we had the place to ourselves. We stopped just inside the room and stood next to the graffiti from two nights prior that declared ‘Ellen’s First Squirt!” Initially Ron tried to demonstrate for Nick how to pleasure my G-Spot while I was standing with my legs apart but I could not seem to keep my balance nor focus on what was going on between my legs and in my pussy.   And I became even less balanced and focused during Nick’s hands-on lesson. So I quickly dropped my dress and reverted to being on my back on the froggie chair.  In this position I tried to focus exclusively on the sensations inside my cunt and attempted to put aside the reality that Ron, Nora and Nick were literally standing over me discussing G-Spot orgasms in a practical, clinical and functional manner.  It was not altogether that sexy being the center of their attention!! Plus I felt HUGE anxiety knowing that I had squirted just 2 nights earlier with Ron – repeatedly - and that Nick very much wanted me to squirt for him and was a bit disappointed that I had reached that unbelievably intense sexual milestone without him!

G-Spot dildo by Crystal Wand

While lounging on my back with my eyes closed tight and my legs spread wide with my calves resting up in the air on stirrups, the G-Spot lesson continued.  It was a bit weird having a tutorial over the top of me. Ron could hit my G-Spot immediately, but I could not ejaculate as I was nowhere near relaxed enough.  Nick came within orgasmic range several times but was never quite on my G-Spot with precisely the right amount of digital pressure and adequately forceful thrusts.  It was something we would need to practice, no doubt about it! Ron and Nick used an ‘S’ shaped G-Spot dildo designed specifically to bring on G-Spot pleasure to try and get me to orgasm. Though I had no idea until later when I asked Nick that a sex toy was used at all…my only clue was feeling something cold inside me.  It is amazing what I missed while my eyes were closed!  I was wholly focused on sensations and trying to figure out how to help Nick make me come. Though given my newness to G-Spot orgasms and squirting I too was learning what worked and what did not for myself.  Though, given my tension and atmospheric anxiety, it was no wonder that Nick did not succeed in making me squirt.

Then suddenly and without warning, Ron thrust his big, hard cock inside me and was fucking me HARD.  It was incredible – but it pretty much always is with Ron…he is pleasurably endowed and uniquely talented.  Surprised, my eyes popped open briefly and right there was Nick watching as Ron vigorously pumped his cock in and out of my pussy.  Nick watched me arch my back and come forcefully several times.  Nick observed as my entire body responded enthusiastically to Ron.  I was so uncertain about what Nick’s reaction might be to watching another man fuck his wife.  I was perplexed about how it came to pass.  Later when I queried Nick, he explained to me that he indicated to Ron that he was welcome to fuck me, and not surprisingly, Ron stepped up to the plate to show off a bit (and yes, I do think there was a bit of a ‘look what I can make your wife do’ competition in play).   After bringing me to orgasm several times, Ron said, “Girl, you are soooo easy!” Of course, this was bravado on his part with my husband standing right there, which was really not necessary but it does seem to be something that men feel they must do – boast about their sexual prowess. I protested mildly and Ron continued by saying that, “being a slut around here is a good thing.” Nick had told me several times including before coming to the club that night that he wanted to watch me get fucked by another man.  Well he darn sure got that chance!  And, Nick said later that he very much enjoyed watching me fucking and being fucked and coming and writhing and bucking and so forth as I repeatedly reached orgasm at the hands (and cock) of another.

Throughout all of the above I did not want to open my eyes.  The few peeks I took freaked me out seeing my husband and another man over me. I shut my eyes and tried to disappear inside myself.  At one point while Ron was fucking me he and Nick had a conversation over the top of me about condom use and whether it was really necessary given that Ron gets tested regularly and has documentation to attest to his clean status.  Ron was hoping to get ‘husband approval’ to fuck me bareback.  While I think it would be magnificent to fuck Ron bareback, I have seen him fuck lots of other women some bareback and some not.  And I think I have seen his wife fuck a man that she just met bareback after the requisite exchange of “Are you clean?” “Yes, are you?” – maybe I am too much of a cynic, but who is going to answer that question in the negative??  And how many asymptomatic sexually transmitted infections (STIs) are out there?? Honestly, if you fuck one man bareback you are fucking all the women that he fucks bareback and all their partners and their partners’ partners.  And it only takes one person in that sexual network to cause a spiral of STI outbreaks.  Really the extended web of sexual playmates gets quite extensive rather swiftly. I am not saying I will never want to go the route of fluid bonding, but it does seem to be more risk that I want to accept.  My husband said that he was not supportive of my being with anyone bareback and I appreciate his backing considering I am not keen on taking the risk. Ron and I had already had this discussion several times in relation to ‘my boundaries’ – of which the loudest and most prominent boundary was and is required condom use.

After a couple of great orgasms with Ron we went back downstairs and left the play area for a break to refresh and recuperate. Nick and I chilled a bit and then headed back to the play area to fool around on our own.   He selected the large wide-open pit at the top of the stairs in the play area.  The pit had low white sofa –like cushions on two sides, jailor bars to peer into adjacent play areas on one side (a great spot for a voyeur to watch other couples or groups engaged in raucous sex) and a wide open cushioned flooring.  Nick seems to really like playing in the more exposed spaces…it must be the exhibitionist in him. We engaged in oral and penetrative sex for all to see…however I will take a pass on divulging the particulars, though Nick is welcome to share the details if he would like. 

Nick & Ellen getting naughty!

Back downstairs to ring in the New Year I stood between Ron and Nick.  As usual, Ron had his hands generously on my body - touching, rubbing and feeling me on my waist, ass, hips, back…all with the unambiguous suggestiveness of desire.    Nick clearly took note of Ron’s hands cruising my body and, I think, Nick felt slightly territorial.  Is it audacious for another man to have his sexually suggestive hands somewhat possessively on another man’s wife’s body?  Nick put his arm around me and pulled me in a bit. Ron graciously dampened his enthusiasm and while he did continue to touch me, he was far less aggressive, overt or lustful. Through out the night it was utterly apparent to Nick that Ron had his hands on me whenever, wherever and however he could manage it.  Ron is aggressively interested in my body no matter where I am!  I am like a magnet.  I was not entirely sure how Nick would react to seeing me near and sexually with a man that I enthusiastically and freely fuck whenever an opportunity presents itself and who has brought me such carnal pleasure and new sexual experiences.

After ringing in the New Year we were on the dance floor and a woman (the wife of Mark, whom I fucked at the Christmas Party – a very good fuck indeed)) leaned over and asked Nick to join a Gang Bang with some hot ladies as well as Mark (or maybe Mark extended the first invitation).  Nick asked if I could join and they said yes, but explained they were really aiming for a 2-1 male to female ratio implying that I had better bring some more men to the game if I was coming to play as well.  Nick had several amazing offers this evening and I felt that maybe he would enjoy himself more freely if I were not watching him play with other women.  So, I suggested to Nick that he we separate and he head to the play area with the Gang Bangers and I go off with Ron for a while on my own.  He agreed and Ron and I immediately headed up to the play area again.

Ron took me upstairs to the more public froggie chair – the one that people walk directly past as they circumnavigate the play area.  Anything and everything that happens on that froggie chair is wide open for anyone and everyone to see and it is easy for people to merely reach over (or in) and join the fun.  And I was wide open on this froggie chair for everyone to see being fucked relentlessly by Ron.  He fucked me long and hard and I came repeatedly like the multi-orgasmic woman that I am.  Given our location, many couples came by, several stopping to watch, others passing by in search of their own intimate play space.  The first couple to stop was an older black man with his white companion.  She smiled and watched as Ron fucked me and her partner, apparently a friend of Ron’s, complemented him on his ability to get me off so intensely and frequently.  The man leaned over and kissed me deeply and passionately on the mouth for a moment and then moved on.  Soon thereafter another couple came by – a woman with very attractive breasts (though almost certainly not originally hers) with beautifully pierced nipples. Her partner stood on my left side and watched her caressing and kneading my breasts from her vantage on my right.  She reached between my legs, which were generously spread open, and moved down to focus on my pussy.  Ron was fucking me with his cock and using a small vibrating bullet to make me come – with both hands she was spreading my labia as wide as they would go, almost to the point of being uncomfortably stretched open.  Then I think she slide her fingers inside my pussy while Ron continued to fuck me and worked on my G-Spot.  It felt so outright wicked that I could do nothing but crave more.  However, I was becoming aware of a stretching and pulling discomfort on my vulva and pussy. Meanwhile her partner had my hand on his cock rubbing himself.  Unexpectedly Ron asked him is he could “play with [his] girl.”  He said yes, Ron looked at me for an quasi approval (not to fuck her, but to leave me with her partner) and he moved to the bed nearest us and fucked her.  Her partner then proceeded to fuck me.  Annoyingly, I had to advise him three times to use a condom.  He pretended like he did not hear me until I sat up and moved away from him and said one last time that a condom was required.  He was not thrilled but complied.  He was too drunk to be much fun and the energy was all mine!  It really was not worth the effort…alcohol and sex combined is just not that enjoyable.  I was having more fun watching Ron fuck this man’s partner than I was with the cock inside me! Luckily an attractive voluptuous lady came by and began to caress, massage, suck, lick and nibble on my breasts and nipples.  She slid down between my legs and ate my pussy….it felt like silk caressing my vulva.  She was splendidly skillful with her mouth and tongue on my pussy.  I enjoyed running my hands over and around her breasts and reached back to find her partners cock inside his boxers.   He deliberately took my hand and slid it between her legs and onto her bare, exposed pussy.  I felt the softness and wetness of her pussy and her labia.

Soon after, Ron returned and declared that the drunken couple was just too far under the influence to be any fun for him either and we went downstairs for a break.   We found Nick leaning up against the back of a sofa, fireplace roaring behind him with porn steaming on a large screen TV in the background.  He was watching the Gang Bang in the pit.  I will let Nick tell you about the Gang Bang as I only caught the tail end of something that was surely lots of fun!

This was without a doubt the wildest and best New Years Eve ever.  Being fucked by three men and having two women play with my pussy was a great way to ring in the New Year!

Nick shared some interesting insights with me the next morning.  Nick said,

“I would never have been able to figure out that G-Spot thing on my own” this despite that fact that he is very well read.  As Nick accurately pointed out, following the instructions in the sex guidebooks and online were NOT necessarily going to hit my G-Spot and get me off.  Throw the soft and gentle touch out the window with the bath water!  I want and need, nay crave, vigorous and enthusiastic G-Spot stimulation.  Fuck me like you mean it!

Nick also said something to the effect of, “All my life I have thought that good sex meant gentle and soft but that is NOT what I have seen tonight in the play areas. There is serious hard pounding going on and women love it!”  YES!!!!  That is what I have been trying to get across for years.  There is a place for soft and gentle but more often than not, I want my brains fucked out!  Bring it on!!