I was unsure about going to the club this night. Nick had been a few nights earlier on
his own. He had a great time and
even won the Strip Tease contest!
I was a bit shocked; but he can be quite the performer so I was not
totally surprised. I have never
seen Nick perform a strip tease, so there is a wild and mysterious side to both
us that has yet to be explored. Unfortunately
his evening was not as sexually successful as he or I would have hoped. But, I will let Nick tell you about
that on his own blog. For my part,
I would like to see Nick reach a place where he can enjoy having other women
(any women he wants) in anyway he likes.
I want him to be able to fuck whichever woman strikes his fancy and to
have a great time. I am doing my
best to communicate to him that I am not putting restrictions on his activity
but rather am honestly offering to him a complete carte blanche. I truthfully want him to find exquisite
pleasure that meets his needs and desires and to enjoy himself thoroughly. I have earnestly tried to convey this
to Nick, but I am not sure if he has genuinely taken it to heart. I am pretty sure he still had his
doubts. But, I suppose until he
actually fucks other women he will not know my real life reaction. On this
particular night, part of me thought I should stay home with Nick or let Nick
go again without me (going together was not an option due to child care) but
then I thought about it a while and realized that I NEED to take care of myself
and do what I need to do to be happy.
My being happy will improve my life and the lives of those around me. A happy and healthy woman/wife/mother
makes for a happy family.
Driving to the club I am always so excited about the
prospects, I never know what a night will hold. Absolutely anything is possible! My anticipation is
palpable. When I arrived at the club I donned my sleeveless little leopard
print clingy dress and black heels and was all set to take pleasure in whatever
opportunities came my way.
When I arrived I met up with several people I know from
other nights – some just friends and others from sexual exploits…wild and more
tame. These people are gradually
becoming my friends and my ‘tribe’ – people that I can share with, physically
and conversationally, the most intimate parts of my life. A vibrant community of people that exude
sexual vigor, have an unquestionable playful sexual glint in their eye, and an
energetic, anticipatory sexual spring in their walk; a sex-positive,
woman-centered environment where people view sexuality as a natural and central
part of life. The openness, honesty
and acceptance I find here is a breath of fresh air and I have been surprised
to realize how deeply I cherish it. I crave the community that I see unfolding before me.
Early in the evening I was happy to have a chance to meet up
with Kelly (very briefly), Ron and Nora. Kelly had given a hands-on G-Spot
workshop earlier in the afternoon, but I could not be at the club early enough to
participate. I really wanted to
attend the workshop because I was not entirely convinced that I had experienced
a G-Spot orgasm. I know that I had never found my own G-Spot when masturbating
and felt like I was probably missing something that was potentially earth
shattering! I could see other
women orgasm and knew that they were in an ‘eye rolling into the back of the
head, toe curling’ place that I had yet to venture – despite how great sex
could be for me. It turned out
that Nora was the hands-on model for Kelly’s workshop and Ron demonstrated how
to find the G-Spot and make a woman reach that incredible, sought after G-Spot
orgasm which apparently often results in the elusive female ejaculation. When I found out that Nora was the
model, I let slip that I had never experienced a G-Spot orgasm nor had I ever
squirted and was a bit mystified about the whole thing. She smiled and laughed and said, “Well,
we will have to take care of that!”
She straightaway told Ron and that was that. Shortly thereafter, Ron escorted me to the play area and
onto my preferred Froggie chair.
It was early so there were not many people in the play
area. I climbed up on the Froggie
chair in the cool psychedelic, black-lit section of the play area – my absolute
favorite place for naughty play.
Here is where everything gets foggy. The details all start to blur for me. I remember lying back with my legs in
the stirrups stroking Ron’s full-bodied cock next to my head. Maybe he fucked
me next? It is all a blur. I CAN remember his fingers inside me thrusting
vigorously as if he owned my pussy.
The feelings were distinctly different from what I had ever felt
before. I do not know how many fingers
Ron used inside me, but I felt full and his force and pace was shockingly
strong and rapid. I do not think
anyone has ever finger fucked me with such vigor AND skill before. I felt possessed by an extraordinary,
nearly indescribable reaction. The sensations welling up inside me were exceptionally
intense, unbelievably delightful and enormously erotic. Ron was instantaneously
thrusting a place on the upper part of my vagina that produced an exquisitely
intense and phenomenally pleasurable sensation. It was a concentrated sensation so unfathomably deep and intense
that it was all I could focus on.
I no longer had a sense for what the rest of my body was doing or
feeling. Nothing mattered but what I was feeling inside my pussy. All I could do was focus on the mind-boggling
pleasure that I was experiencing inside…it was a fiery, expanding, commanding,
glowing sensation that emanated from inside a bit behind my clitoris – this
must be my elusive G-Spot!! As Ron
continued to vigorously pump his fingers against my G-Spot I felt as if there
was a sunburst, a full-fledged supernova, about to take place inside of
me. Ron told me to relax, relax and relax and to let it go…… And after giving way to
the overpowering sensations I relaxed and felt a brilliant burst of light
expanding throughout my body and had my first G-Spot orgasm complete with an
ejaculation! I squirted!
I was astonished and not even sure of what happened. But it felt incredible. And though I
was a bit dubious, my pussy was clearly wet and slushy. There was no denying
the wet smacking sounds that Ron’s hand and fingers were making as they thrust
inside me. Ron gave me only a
minute to catch my breath and then he fucked me with his fingers and caused me
to have G-Spot orgasm after G-Spot orgasm….over and over again squirting again
and again. I had NO idea I could
do that or that it would feel so wonderful! He must have made me come and squirt five or six times in a
row until I was spent.
On our way out of the play area, Ron picked up a piece of chalk
and wrote “Ellen Squirts!” on the wall. I was inexplicably a bit embarrassed but also ecstatic
to have passed an elusive sexual threshold.
A while later after resting and chatting with others
downstairs, I returned to the play area with both Ron and Nora. We settled in an cushioned open pit at
the top of the stairs, which has low sofa-like cushions on two sides and
attention-grabbing windows into other play areas. It was in full view of everyone and anyone who entered or
exited the play area. On the back
wall cushions, Ron sat between Nora and I and began to finger fuck us
both. Nora was amused and wanted
Ron to make me squirt again. So
she put a towel down and had me lay back and watched as Ron brought me to G-Spot
orgasm over and over again, squirting and squirting with each and every orgasm.
I could not believe that Ron could keep making me orgasm like that – there
seemed to be no end to my potential to reach orgasm in this way. Soon Nora lay down next to me and
caressed my breasts and Ron plunged his deliciously endowed cock deep into my
cunt and simultaneously began to eat Nora’s pussy while fucking her with a
special cock-simulating toy. We
were all enjoying the naughty play and served as excellent visual and aural
entertainment for a variety of couples that came by to observe the action. Ron
is undeniably talented but was a bit challenged to synchronize the rhythm and depth
of thrusting that each of us women he was pleasuring needed to reach
orgasm. It was delightful fun!
Back downstairs, the dance floor was spectacularly
entertaining and way more risqué than I had seen it on previous visits. A pole was left in the middle of the
dance floor (for a pole dancing event a few nights earlier…and was apparently a
prop in Nick’s strip tease performance on that same night) and was a stellar prop
for outrageously naughty dancing.
Numerous women were taking turns using the pole individually or together. I saw women dancing on the pole while
letting men eat their pussies…they rested a leg on the men’s shoulders. There
were several women that were actively kissing and fondling other women. In particular, one very attractive
40ish, petite blond woman was passionately kissing women while her partner
enjoyed the spectacle. She kissed
one woman so hard and ardently that the other woman’s wig nearly fell off! She also eagerly ate pussy when the
opportunity presented itself, which was quite often! I have never seen so much explicit sexual fun on the dance
floor at this club! I loved
watching it all. It was so erotic,
tantalizing and titillating. Just
watching made my pussy wet and hungry all over again.
Soon after I was walking through the play area with Ron and
found the same sexually ravenous woman from the dance floor splayed out on a
froggie chair, fully exposed while her partner showed everyone how she squirted
by rubbing her clitoris vigorously back and forth so rapidly that his hand
literally became a blur. She
squirted every time he did this so it was clearly the right way to get her off!
He offered her up to lots of men and women to touch her, finger fuck her, eat
her, anything and everything. She seemed to crave more and more and her partner was
hot with desire as he watched her get and actively take more and more. Ron and I were standing near to the
bottom of the froggie chair watching her hungrily consume the sexual attention
she was receiving. Then she paused
and looked directly up at me and indicated that I should come nearer. I moved closer to her and she reached
up suddenly, grabbed my face quite firmly and kissed me aggressively and
passionately on the mouth, her hands entwined in my hair, with her partner and
Ron watching. Her partner said, “Mmmm,
I love it when she does that!” Ron enthusiastically agreed. I have to agree, she was an
excellent kisser. That may have
been the best girl-on-girl kiss I have experienced yet!
Standing nearby the aforementioned insanely sexed woman (I
say ‘insanely sexed’ – yet what she was doing falls firmly within my own
fantasy realm) a young, attractive – potentially hot - couple came by. Her in a very sexy lacey red bra and
panty set, which was stunning on her. Her body was perfect in the way
twenty-something bodies can be. He
was hot in a youthful, solidly built kind of way and in boxers….that should
have been a clue for me. Not many
men wear anything at all in the play areas, much less boxers. He was pushing her to try and squirt like the woman on the
froggie chair; she was giggly and squirmy….and clearly not comfortable. They both appeared to be under the
influence of something other than naturally induced sex hormones. This is the
first time I knowingly encountered anyone on anything other than performance/lift
enhancers. I told her that Ron was excellent at making it happen if she wanted
to try. Her partner then thrust
his hand between my legs and said that he would make me squirt……one of the very
few unwelcome/uninvited moments that I have experienced at the club. After extracting myself I went back
downstairs for refreshments and conversation to clear my mind of that
unfortunate incident.
While downstairs I ran into Ralph and Helen. I had met them
on my last visit but they seemed a bit inhibited and Ralph seemed slightly off,
but I could not put my finger on what the vibe was. This evening, however, they seemed engaged and like they
were having fun. Ralph had been
flirting with me through out the evening and Helen came up to me very early in
the night and greeted me. She
looked much different tonight than on my previous visit – she was smiling,
energetic and sexy. This time Helen
approached me without Ralph and said that she thought I looked great and that
her husband was really hot for me and that she would be happy to have me join
them in the play area. She said
something along the lines of ‘I would be happy if you would play with my
husband. He thinks you’re really hot and wants to fuck you.’ I was flattered and thought, what the
heck!
After relaxing a bit I found Ralph and Helen waiting for me
near the entrance to the play area.
I joined them and talked with Helen about my being bi-curious but not
experienced. She stated
unequivocally that she is not bi and had no expectation of serious girl-on-girl. I was happy to have that exchange. It is something that I have not communicated
well to date and it always makes me uncomfortable not really knowing what the
other woman’s expectations were. I am still bi-curious but not yet sure how far
I want to take it.
We went upstairs and found a large cubby and started our
threesome. Ralph and I kissed and
he asked Helen to slap his cock…”slap my cock, slap it again harder”….and he
liked to slap her breasts as well and she seemed to really enjoy it. He was
extremely instructive and told her exactly what, when, where and how to do everything. And she did exactly what he told her to
do without pause. We started fucking fairly quickly and I got a rather
surprisingly hard slap on the ass by Ralph. I was not sure I liked it but I was
also not sure that I did not like it.
Though Helen and I had agreed on no serious bi action, we were touching
and caressing each other without being overtly sexual. While Ralph and I were
fucking Helen invited another couple into the cubby and then we were five. It was that same woman I had seen
kissing the ravenous woman on the dance floor earlier in the evening – the one
whose wig nearly slipped off. I
remember thinking her husband was rather attractive in a distinguished way as
only older gentlemen can be and had been flirting with him on the dance floor.
Helen started fucking the other woman’s husband, Jay. Helen fucked Jay while his wife watched them as well as
Ralph and I fucking. Then Helen
and I switched fucking partners.
Jay kindly asked me what my pleasure was….so, I climbed on top and
fucked him hard. I had enjoyed
Ralph, but really wanted to pleasure myself so I used Jay’s substantial hard
cock as my toy. After sometime, I
moved away and Jay’s wife climbed on top of him and Jay started finger-fucking
Helen. At this point Ralph and I
shifted and he began finger-fucking my pussy and telling Helen how wet I was
and telling her to come back to us and to feel me. Helen completely ignored Ralph but he kept trying to
pressure her to touch me. Before
we entered the play area she had been crystal clear that she did not want this
and I tried to support her desires (or lack thereof) and distract Ralph. But, he would not be dissuaded. Shortly
there after I extricated myself, and left the two couples to enjoy each
other. I was no longer comfortable
being in a sexual situation where a man was trying to induce a woman to do
something she did not want or was not ready to do. I thanked them for a good time and excused myself. Both
couples stayed and the fucking continued.
I wondered around the play area and smiled when I saw the ‘Ellen
squirts’ graffiti on the wall. As I rounded the corner I saw Ron, Nora and two
other women sitting in the mirror room just talking. One of the women was visiting the club for the first time
and was very unsure of everything.
So they talked about the Lifestyle and the club and I joined in and
listened. Soon Nora excused
herself for the night and left Ron with me on the HUGE bed with all the ceiling
mirrors. Ron and I are never in the
same vicinity for long without sex and this was no different. We have a very intense chemistry
that causes us both to want to fuck each other like bunnies pretty much
immediately. I suppose his ability to bring me to orgasm so easily is entirely
addictive for me. (Of course, he pretty much loves to fuck anyone female so he
is probably very ‘chemistry liberal’.) He asked me if he could eat my pussy and
I said yes and before I knew it we were in a full on 69 position hungrily
consuming each other. I was sucking his cock and he was eating my pussy. After enjoying this for a while Ron
realized that just oral sex, while enjoyable, is not going to bring me to
orgasm. He pulled back and began
to finger fuck me vigorously and right away my G-Spot responded and I had
orgasm after orgasm, squirting and squirting. It was as if a radiant explosion of sorts was taking place
inside and I could feel it pulsing through my body over and over again. It was
astonishing to see how wet the bed was once we finally stopped. Once again I was blown away by the fact
that I could ejaculate….and leave such a huge wet spot – I just had no idea
that I could do it before this night or that it would feel so incredible. I was
exhausted and sated.
Note: For the record,
to date all cocks that enter Ellen’s pussy are condom clad, except Nick’s cock.
